12/1/2020 0 Comments Day 13/14- Monday and TuesdayThe last couple days have been good. I really enjoy being with my family!! That seems to make all the difference in the world. Just that extra encouragement, that touch of your kids, it makes the heart glad, and that in of itself really helps with healing.
I do remember, when I was a kid, I had been sick throughout the week. I was in wrestling, and the week prior I dominated the competition. Everyone I wrestled I had pinned, it was almost like I didn’t belong there. Then I fell sick. When the next weekend came, I had become human again. I was losing to guys that the week before I manhandled. I couldn’t understand what was going on. My mom tried to comfort me, she reminded me that I had been sick and my body was probably still weak from it. I was too stubborn and too competitive to buy that excuse. However, I knew deep down that she was right. I kinda feel like I’m in that type of moment again. I feel tired and exhausted, and I know why. It's not a fun feeling knowing that you are doing much better, but still have no energy to show for it. On the bright side, that energy is making it way back everyday. I feel myself able to do more and more without having that utter exhaustion. For example, yesterday, I was able to make some dinner for the kids and do the dishes. I was totally wiped out, but I was able to do that much. Today, I have been able to do more and not feel as exhausted. So I am getting there. Not there yet, but I’m on my way. I’m hoping by next week I will be at least 90% there. That might be ambitious, but lets shoot for something big, shall we. So that is where things are right now. Just slowly improving.
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