11/21/2020 1 Comment Day 4- SaturdayIt’s interesting. I have been trying to rest all day, get some sleep, and even though I was mildly successful, I’ve hit my wall tonight. I feel like my body is just telling me to go to sleep. Most of the time, I have been going to sleep because of time and boredom, but tonight is different. So this probably won’t be too long, I’m going to see if I can get some sleep.
I was told by a friend, who is also a nurse, who also previously had covid, that it just seems like there is something new or different everyday. Even though what I have has been pretty consistent, I feel like there is certainly truth to that statement. I’m waiting for this thing to just go away, but it is holding on with a more stubborn will than I’m used to. If you want to know, it feels like the flu, but just extended and more body aches. Which is weird, my body aches, but I don’t feel fatigued; it just aches. The days without holding my children become increasingly difficult. The inability to just go do a simple chore for my wife while she is busy is becoming more demoralizing everyday. I know people struggle with this for many reasons, and I’m realizing that this is more than just physical, it is emotional. This poses many questions in my mind, ones I will not entertain tonight. Please have a great night. Don’t forget church in the morning. Go get fed and be blessed by the time you have. Goodnight y’all!!!
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